a day like today

after a day like today,
i had to force myself to continue my work.

i had to meet linds for lunch to plan.

i had to call ronnie to vent.
i had to come home and eat a spoon full of peanut butter.

all because

i had to meet with my boss and

explain

defend

and

then i cried.

after a day like today,

i feel exhausted.

but hopefully one day in the future

i can have another meeting in my boss's office

to leave.