deflated

this is the email i got this week about the job i wanted:

Brooke,

Thank you for interviewing for the Marketing and PR Manager position at the xxxxxxx xxxxxxx xxx. We truly appreciate the time you shared with us.

With the ever-changing day-to-day outside influences and environment, we have re-arranged the priorities of the departments and this position is no longer available. However, we do have two new positions available: a Membership Coordinator and an Administrative Representative.  If you or someone you know may be interested in either of these two positions please let me know and I will forward the job description.

Please let me know if you have any questions or would like to refer someone for the new positions.

 You have amazing talents and wish you all the best in your job search!

 xxxx xxxxxxxx

Director of Marketing and Membership

i feel better that they didn't choose someone else, but just couldn't fill the position.  still sucks though.  i believe in the whole ‘everything happens for a reason’ thing.  i wasn’t meant to get that job.  the problem is i keep trying to figure out why i wasn’t meant to get that job.

back to the drawing board.  onward and upward.