gender neutral

i've been thinking a lot about the sex of this little baby.

will it be a boy or a girl?

of course last time, i tried my best to be open to having a girl,

especially because in my dreams it was always a girl.

and low and behold,

that's what i got.

i haven't had a dream about this baby yet,

so i don't have any clues,

but its no secret i always envisioned myself with boys.

don't get me wrong.

brette is the sweetest, happiest best little girl i could have asked for.

but i'm not worried about 1 year old brette,

i'm worried about 15 year old brette.

teenage girls are scary.

but with that said,

i'm kind of hoping this next little one is a girl too.

say what?

i know. i know.

i still love the thought of having a little boy,

but i think it will be easier to have another girl.

we have all the clothes, toys, blankets... e v e r y t h i n g  girl.

lots of pink.

not to mention that this one will have brette,

eden and madeline as playmates.

can you imagine if its a boy?

this kid will be doomed to a life of princess parties and dress up clothes.

of course i think throwing a boy into the mix would be cool too.

and i have a weird feeling that it is a boy,

so who knows. 

luckily we find out SOON, as in tomorrow,

so stay tuned! 

anyone have a guess?