Wednesday, October 23, 2013

family fall day

we didn't make applebutter this year,
so it was a full day of eating lots of amazing food,
sitting around the bonfire,
losing in an apple eating contest
and going on a hay ride at dusk.
 
its one of my favorite days of the year.
and brette's first time.
last year, she was "there"
but no one knew yet and i spent the afternoon
trying not to fall down while playing football.
didn't want to hurt my girl.

isn't autumn your favorite?
 
 
 
 



 
 

 

 
 
 
 

 


 
 


 
 

 
 

Monday, October 21, 2013

dumping zone

i took pictures with ronnie's
phone over the weekend and realized
that he had some photos that i don't have on the blog,
so this makes it a good time for a photo dump.
 
keep in mind that some these date back a several months...

 
first of all.
holy hell.
me, pregnant
at home and then in seattle.
i'm so glad that is over.
 

 
 now jump to the hospital.
ronzo remembered to snap a photo of our white board
the day she was born.
i love it because now i know our room number
and my amazing nurse, annie.
 
then he had a play by play of the first couple minutes after she was born.
thank god, because i was being worked on during all of this
so i didn't get to see any of it.
 
 
 the one and only shot where i think b looks like me.
just minutes after she was born.
 
ronnie has always been obsessed with brette's toes.
he thought it was so weird how she would spread them apart.
and he was especially focused her big toe - - which led to one of her many nicknames: corntoe.
so it makes sense that he had to get a picture of her feet when she was born.
(look at her big toe in the picture above... he's kind of right.  it was long.)
 
cut to our first week home.
this is me bathing her in light to help her bilirubin score. 

 
 
 
 i honestly don't know how old she is in the next three pictures,
but they're adorable so i had to share.


 
and now we're back to present day:
these two are from last week.
 
 

  
sorry for the flashback,
but i just wanted to have all these
photos on here since, in a way,
this is her digital baby book.

 



Sunday, October 20, 2013

october roads

something about october
sends ronnie and i into the woods.
we loved going on walks.
and since a frost is in the forecast,
we don't have to worry about any bugs for very much longer.
 
we went back to the trails we went to last year on
its so weird
because now she's here
and going along for the ride.
we strapped on our little girl
and enjoyed the beautiful weather.
there is a huge field where we park and
the dogs run around like crazy animals.
they love it.
brette loved it
and she loves the bjorn.
next october, she'll be the one running around and leading the way.
life changes so fast.
 
its nice to remember to enjoy the simple days.
a sunday walk with my family.

(selfie)

(tater staying closed to his mamma)

(ronnie and leia running like crazy)

(ronnie staring at his jeep/b staring at me.)

(family shot)
 
 
and then i spent the rest of my day watching football.  go chiefs!

Thursday, October 17, 2013

there and back

brette and i hit the road again.
after a week home after nashville,
we headed back down the highway to st. louis.
marge was on her fall break at school and she had
a week off, so we went for a quick visit.
the girls scheduled a play date since i was coming in.
i finally got to meet and play with all my sorority sister's babies.
it was crazy adorable and just crazy.
ten kids, six adults and one big dog.
 
Photo: 10 kids under 2 and a half for an afternoon play date. It wasn't quiet.
 
loved it.
 
and i got to spend two uninterrupted days with cohen and crosby,
margie's two wild boys that keep brette entertained for hours.
 
 
i can literally lay her on the floor and she's good just watching them.
and marge has everything i could ever need so that made packing
super easy and light.
and i got to try b out in some big kid toys.
who knew she was ready for the play saucer?
such a big girl!
 
 
we also decided that we should walk around the mall
and stroll through h&m.
big mistake.
you can't go into h&m without ending up with an armful of clothes.
and they have a kids section.
if i hadn't just gotten a ton of clothes from madeline
i would have gotten brette a lot of new stuff.
so basically i just added to my stay-at-home-mom wardrobe.
i guess i wanted to be stylin' when i go to the post office and hy-vee.
when i got home,
ronnie was helping unload the car
and of course, that's the bag he brought in.
busted.
dang.




 
(you know you're in st. louis when the babies and the dog
 are watching the cardinal's game.) 
 
 
ps- this trip must have worn B out.
it's 10:30 and she's still asleep.

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

run forest, run

 
Keep calm and exersise
 oh hey.
no big deal.
just trying to start running again.
only took me four months after having brette.
my original plan was to be back in shape by my 30th bday.
i thought it would be somewhat easy.
i mean, hello, i'm burning an extra 500 calories a day
just by breastfeeding
and i go on stroller walks.
these pounds should be falling off me.
but no.
of course not.
so now i've resorted to the old fashion method.
running.
first time i went,
things were flying everywhere.
very jiggly all over.
i'm pretty sure my boobs might need three or four sports bras
instead of my normal two.
gross.
 
its hard when you haven't ran in over a year.
 i run out of breath super fast.
and you know what's shameful?
the first time i ran,
i ran a half mile.
whaaaa?
and i was sore after.
how embarrassing.
remember when i was trying for the half marathon
and ran seven miles?
yeah, me neither.
 
 
the second and third time i went running, i ran a mile,
so at least that's a little better.
and that's it.
i've only been three times,
but you got to start somewhere.
 
and i need to find a walking path
or start going on my treadmill,
because i took brette with me in the jogger
and she was rattling all over the place.
those sidewalks are junk.
 
this is where i should insert a bunch of
encouraging words and cheering,
but realistically i need more than one week of running before i can
call myself a runner.
hopefully i can be back in shape by christmas.
just in time to eat all the holiday food and gain it all back.

 
sweet plan.