i made it through a weekend of parties
with no drinking and no one catching on.
or at least i don't think they caught on.
it kind of sucked.
at one point i was feeling a little ill and tired,
but had to discuss the possibilities of playing a drinking game.
i kept going upstairs and refilling my "beer" bottle with water.
i drank a LOT of water.
but i did have fun and i'm glad i got to see all my homies.
then on saturday we had another party to go to
and i did not feel like pretending again
or staying up late again.
so we didn't.
i drank water out of glass and we were home by 10:00.
but i don't think anyone cared and just assumed i was not drinking so i could drive home.
fine by me.
ps - not drinking at a party is not fun. i do not recommend it.